Tuesday, December 09, 2014
Thursday, August 14, 2014
1 application to grad school
Became serious concert junkies- I lost track of how many bands we have seen!
3 new nieces and nephews (two to be added soon!)
3 new sibling in laws
and 1 beta fish that I killed in a matter of 30 min...may he rest in peace.
It's been nuts! A good nut.
10 years. 3650 days. 87600 hour. 5256000 minutes.
I am so glad that I am on this journey with you Brock.
Wednesday, April 23, 2014
Oh how have I missed this blog. A year break is a long long break. Well it has been more like a 2 year break.
In these past two years life has changed and changed and changed and I could have never imagined the direction it has gone.
I've learned to run really long distances. I've also injured myself and I'm now on a break from running. I miss it so much that sometimes I get depressed thinking about how I have to wait. Physical therapy has been hard but I have seen so much improvement.
I've traveled a lot. I am grateful for those experiences. I love meeting new people, experiencing new places and falling in love with new cultures. I travel quite a bit for work and I'm always eager to go back and experience those places with CB. I love traveling with him, especially to new places. Sharing those experiences and being able to think back to them is such an intimate thing for me. When I was younger, I traveled alot with my family. When we have kids, I want those experiences for my children. Just because you have kids, does not mean that travel is out of the question.
I am no longer a member of a congregation of the ward that I have been in for the last five years. The boundaries changed, and I am in a completely new stake. The Greenwood Ward was an incredible ward that I felt very much at home with. It allowed me to serve, make new friends, and question my faith. I have been kinda lost with out it but our new ward is pretty great too. The Woodland Park Ward is very similar and very different. It will just take time for me to feel just as comfortable as I have been in the Greenwood Ward.
I have been at a constant battle with my faith. There are times I wonder why I even bother. There are things that I don't understand and I have wrestled with over and over. I feel like in the last two years, there has been a significant shift in my faith. I am not as orthodox as I used to be. I used to feel guilty about everything and I don't feel that way anymore. I would also say that I do not think I am a literal believer anymore. I feel more at ease in the shades of grey and I think that is why I keep going. This talk helped me decide to stay.
I've lost many loved ones that were dear to my heart and I miss them daily. There is not a day that goes by that I do not think about them. Death can be earth shattering. There have been days that I think that I would have never thought that they would be gone so soon.
We bought a house. A house that we can stay in for a very very long time. It is in my favorite neighborhood of all of Seattle. I feel blessed. It has been the best journey learning how to make it more of our home. I have become a pro at painting, decorating, and shopping for used furniture. I never thought that we would ever be able to buy another house, not for at least another 10 years. Bless Amazon stock.
My baby brother got married! I am beyond excited to have a new sister in the family. So weird that he is married with a grown up job and grown up responsibilities.
In less than one month I will be turning 30. I am nervous and excited. 30 is serious. 30s is very grown up. 30s means that you better have your crap together. My 20s have been so hard and so good to me. I'm spending my last week of my 20s in NYC with one of my best friends. It will be a great way to bid farewell and to turn a page to becoming more serious and getting my crap together :)
I'll probably come back in another two years and keep you posted on how things are going. For now, you can follow me on instagram. You can blame it for killing my blog.
with all my ♡, Layla @ 3:31 PM
Tuesday, April 23, 2013
- I have a fear of velvet. It makes me cringe like nothing else. I can't tolerate it. If I am even around it, I feel like I am suffocating. For this reason I do not like peaches.
- I am a concert junkie. I love love love music. Especially live music.
- I would rather travel the world than have material possessions.
- I am my biggest enemy. I have often been described as extremely confident, but in reality, I am not.
- I teach Sunday School to little kids. I love every minute of it. I'm not even kidding folks. Before teaching Sunday School to little kids, I never really liked being around children.
- I am fascinated with birth. It scares the living heck out of me.
- If you ever need to borrow a tube of red lipstick, I am your girl. I counted ten tubes the other day.
- I love sushi.
- Owls have a special place in my heart. I loved them before they became super trendy. Like back in 2006.
- I recently took a DNA test that revealed to me that I am 25% Italian. I've always described myself as half Middle Eastern. In reality, I am only 8% Middle Eastern.
- Florence, Italy is my favorite place in the whole world. I died and went to heaven the first time I visited. It is magical beyond description.
I don't have a specific favorite dessert, but I do love this pumpkin pie as of late.
My questions. Think about them. answer them.
- If you could be anything, what would you be?
- What is your favorite book? Why?
- What chore do you hate doing the most?
- If you could choose anyone to be your mentor who would it be? Why?
- Name one song that best describes your life right now.
- If you could wake up tomorrow anywhere in the world, where would it be? Why?
- What is your favorite meal?
- If you won the lottery, what would be the first thing that you would do?
- Do you have a celebrity crush? If so, who?
- What is the best gift that was given to you?
- If you could go to any moment in time, what would it be? Why?
with all my ♡, Layla @ 1:33 PM
Sunday, March 03, 2013
I have a cold from hell and all I can think about is being somewhere far away. Like Italy. I went there once. Did you know that?
I wonder if I could convince CB to run away with me?
Monday, November 26, 2012
Today it finally sunk in that my husband is in the bishopric. I guess this means we are adults for sure. So weird.
with all my ♡, Layla @ 9:07 PM
Monday, September 17, 2012
The other night I was shuffling along in my kitchen while CB was sitting at the bar and I sighed really loud. He asked what's up and I explained to him that I just didn't know, I couldn't shake this feeling that I had.
"I'm just so bored with my life!" I murmured. He chuckled and said "Same here, I've had this odd feeling for awhile."
So we sat there and thought of ideas to make our lives so un-boring.
We could buy a new TV!
Save up for a house!
Move to another apt...another city...another state...another country!
Start a family? We thought about it for two minutes and both said "nah" at the same time. Terrifying territory...for so many reasons. Although, we are in a better state now than we have ever been to make this happen.
More yoga, more running, more crossfit.
We debunked everything and still was not able to pinpoint what could shake things up.
One of CB's cousin told me that if she could be me for just one week it would be the best thing ever! I was like umm nope, you don't want to be me...I live a BORING life.
I shared my boredom situation with one of my coworkers and she just laughed at me. "You are the busiest person I know! You are constantly going to concerts, doing yoga, running, crossfit, a million book clubs, church stuff, traveling. For crying out loud you are going to Italy!"
Man, I sounded so pathetic. I just don't understand why I can't shake this feeling. No matter what I do, I just have this pit of a feeling that won't go away. In the last couple of years I have worked really hard to accomplish several goals. Both CB and I set some goals that we knew would take ALOT of time and energy to accomplish. Now that those are accomplished, I'm left shuffling my feet.
Maybe it is time to set some new goals? Does anyone else ever go through this? Suggestions?
I am such a complainer. Someone punch me already.
Tuesday, August 21, 2012
Thanks to my obsession with Spotify, I was introduced to Nico Stai a couple of weeks back. I love his voice and I have yet to find a song by him that I don't care for. So far my favorites are Maybe, Maybe and The Skies Over Your Head. Did I mention he is a Spaniard? Dreamy.
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
I've been on this crazy ride with CB for the last 8 years and I could not have asked for more!
We send awesome text messages to each other.
Have the best inside jokes.
Disagree on TV shows, but agree on music 90.5% of the time.
He forces me to eat kale. I force him to eat my cupcakes. Not really.
Our cats mind him and ignore me. Hmph
I'm always right no matter what. He just nods his head and smiles.
We talk about our bodily functions often. It's mostly me that is talking.
Sometimes I pick arguments with him out of sheer boredom. He plays along and then usually tells me to read a book. We then hug it out.
We buckle down and make hard decisions like a perfect team.
He judges my outfits and I roll my eyes. He dresses better than me.
He tried to teach me how to bake bread and I taught him how to cut an onion.
There have been many times that we have skipped dinner and gone straight to ice cream. Cause we can.
I'm so lucky that he picked ME! He picked me! I am completely over the moon! It feels like home with him. To eternity and beyond!
Hold on, to me as we go
As we roll down this unfamiliar road
And although this wave is stringing us along
Just know you're not alone
Cause I am going to make this place your home
Sunday, July 08, 2012
About two weeks ago I ran my first half marathon. It was awesome and I can't wait to do another one. Although I am super slow, I still managed to beat my trial time by 5 min. I was in one of the last corral that crossed the start line and I feel that slowed me down a bit. I kept dodging walkers and at many points I had to walk, since there was very little space to run. Next time around, I won't make that mistake. The course also seemed to be much easier than I expected.
I felt super lucky to be able to run this race with CB. When I first proposed the idea of running a half, he was skeptical. The Monday after we finished our race, he sent me a link to another half that he wanted to do. He's hooked!
My next fitness goal is to complete a month of cross fit. I start on Tuesday. Wish me luck!